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Even though this moment seems like it will be forever, when the sunsetting night comes again, the destroying reality is back
When I come back to my senses, I turn into a scared fool
When I see myself like that, I keep getting scared
The sense of reality that takes over
Why am I still here as others are running forth?
Breathe or dream
I begin to row the boat again, matching the speed of my heart beats
I get caught in the superficial standards of others and as I live pretending I don’t know about it, my life’s sun sets like this court
What am I doing with my life
This moment doesn’t come back at any time
Ask me again, if I’m happy right now
That answer is already set, “I’m happy.”